Things they should have taught us in school

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They really should have taught us tax stuff in school. And, like, money stuff. Because trying to cram all this information while simultaneously mismanaging my finances? Quite the experience. And don’t even get me started on starting a business—it’s 2015 again, I’m back in a chemistry class, and spoiler alert: the information is going in one ear and out the other.

(And before anyone says anything, I’m not dumb. If you know me personally, shut up.)

Anyway, I haven’t had coffee for the past two days. Instead, I’ve been drinking black flavored tea. The headaches are there, the intense craving is there, but somehow—not me beating the addiction allegations?!

Author’s Note: I will be back to that coffee drink, and I will be paying back the cups I have missed. End of Author’s Note.

Also, I need to stop describing myself as a shy girl because why is my voice all over Instagram? Sigh.

Haven’t yapped on here in a while, but my brain fog is brazy right now. I kid you not, I can only focus on a task for five minutes max. ADHD core or just good old-fashioned lack of discipline? Break out into focus groups of three and discuss. See: proposer, opposer, and Belgium—or is it Switzerland? 

(Dearest reader, you get it.)

And this is exactly what I mean! Ugh.

Might start making a done list instead of a to-do list because, honestly, the latter is my personal definition of hell. Also, my earphones just died, which means I am now alone with my thoughts. Scary scenes.

Before I go, I’ll have you know that I am about to attempt DIY lash extensions. Fingers crossed I don’t glue my eye shut.

Feeling: excited. (But also a little scared.)





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